...zivot ide dalje...

četvrtak, 25.05.2006.

zasto je sve gotovo???

Jedan mali plamen gori u daljini,
Vjetar zapuse,
Plamen zamalo da se ugasi.
Ne zna kako da izbjegne vjetar,
Jednostavno ne moze.
Kao sta ja tebe ne mogu izbisati
Iz lijepih uspomena.

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Srce mi se raspada na samu pomisao
da ce sve to jednog dana zavrsiti,
Da se nas dvoje vise necemo drzati za ruke.
Falit ce mi pogled tvoj,da me prati.
Jos gore mi je kada pomislim da nam je bilo lijepo.
Hvala ti sto si lagao
Da pomislim da me volis.
Dala sam ti svoju iskrenost,i ne samo to,
A ti meni tako vracas…
Moje srce nece izdrati jos toliko povrijede,
A suze nece nestati samo od sebe,
Zasto??? Kad ti nisi vrijedan mojih suza.
Bolje je da se maknem sa strane,
Bolje sada nogo poslije,kad ce sve biti jos gore.
Ali moja tuga ti to nikad nece oprostiti!

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Ovo gore sam napisala jucer 24.5. oko podne kad sam bila dezurna i nisam imala sta raditi nego slusati mp3 i pisati pjesme. Bila sam tuzna da,odavdje mi inspiracija,mozda pjesmice nisu bogzna sta,ali opisuju sve ono sto osijecam. 24.5.je bio i kraj moje srece,koja neznam koliko ce joj trebati da se vrati. Razbio je moju srecu u komadice koji ce se tesko spojiti opet.
Nakon 6 mjeseci i 6 dana mi smo prekinuli jucer oko 18.30h.
Bilo je prelijepo da bi dugo trajalo. Zasto uvijek prije prekida imam taj neki osjecaj i uvijek znam unaprijed da ce sve biti gotovo,da ce me decko opet napustiti,i opet si dajem lazne nade samoj sebi da ce biti bolje,da mozda necemo prekinuti….
Bio je dobar,idealan decko,neznan tko ce me moci takvu srecu pruziti.u ovih 6 mj puno smo toga prosli,lijepih i nezaboravnih trenutaka. Ostat cemo frendovi to mi jedino pomaze,ali falit ce mi,da ga ljubim,da se druzimo za ruke….ma sve.
Rekao je da mu se neda biti vise u vezi,da ima tih obaveza,da bi on isao s frendovima van….ok pa sta,i imeni se ponekad nije dalo biti u vezi ia priznajem da mi je falila sloboda ali ja sam ga voljela i dalje ga volim! A znam da ce doci drugi i da ce to proci,i opet ce doci sreca…itd….to sve vec znam ali to mi je bila najduza veza pa je duplo teze sve to zaboraviti.
Vec se trudim sve to sto prije zaboraviti,moram raditi bilo sta samo da ne mislim na njega.
Znam da me voljeo i da me nije iskoristavao,ali ponekad mi dođe sumnja kao da je sve to bilo lazno.
sta tebi sve to nece faliti???....ljubavi zasto si otisao???
iako na ovaj blog vise ne pisem,nego samo na novi morala sam to i ovdje objaviti....ljudi uzivajte....voli vas slatka ko bomboncic!!!!!

subota, 11.02.2006.

Memories of summer

Havajsko,
Mjesto gdje sam se proslo ljeto kupala. Svako mi je ljeto bolje od proslog,zato jedva cekam das dode ljeto. Zbog zabave SVAKOG dana. Voda,toplina sunca,dugi dani… bez da budem nakrcana robom jer je zema,kaputima…
Proslu subotu nisam isla navecer van pa sam iskoristila priliku da idem na havajsko. Nisam se kupala ali sam se rado htjela baciti u vodu sa svom jaknom…haha! Kao ne bih se smrzlaaa…neee! Mislim, voda i nije bila toliko losa. A isla sam malo smociti moje majene noge pa sam se zeto prehladila,ali sam sam ozdravila. Svako mjestu ima svoju uspomenu. Kad smo se u vodi ubijali za picigin(vise decki nego cure).
Tamo sam i upoznala Đokija,proje nogo sto sam ga upoznala bacila sam malo oko na njega,i na kraju eto. Iskoiristila sam priliku da ga upoznam,ali tada mi je bilo svejedno za njega. Bili smo samo frendovi jer smo odoje bili zauzeti.

Dogodilo mi se nesto,i to po 3. put prolazim. To da mi se frendica mjesa s bivsim. Ostale pute je bilo malo drugacije,vise sam patila jer sam bila tek prekinula. To je 2. put s istim deckom,sad je proslo mnogo vremena,ja sam prestala misliti na njega,odavno sam odlucila da snjim vise nista ne zelim,osim prijateljstva. Ali to prijateljstvo nije da valja,ne vidimo se ne cujemo,a kad se vidimo jedva da dođe do bok bok. Nadam se samo da ce se to poboljsati sada. Jer s njim sam se vise slagala dok smo bili frendovi nego kad smo bili u vezi. Kad mi je frendica to rekla ostala sam malo ono….aaa??? poslije kad smo razgovarale,ono ok ajde budi s njim,ja ti nemam sta zabranjivati,ja imam decka kojeg volim 9 ne mislim sad razmisljati o tome jer je to samo proslost. Ma meni je potpuno svejedno za njihovu vezu,drago mi je i sve. Ali sam ipak razocarana,barem malo ali opet jesam…u frendicu… znam da je proslo pola godine ali ipak…. Ima tu jos mnogo toga sto ja naravno ne mogu pisatai. Jedno moje misljenje jos…ne mogu napisati ali ok. A ma,to mi je rekla jos prije tjedan dana,tako da sam ne razmisljam uopce o tome. To mi je sto ako bi se meni to desilo ona bi mi srala,iako kaze da ne, znam da bi bilo tako. No commen vise!!!
ne zelim da se misli da je meni do tog tipa stalo jos kao decka jer:nije. samo kao frenda

Sta da vam jos procam….tj pisem….nacitat cete se vec kad duuuugo vam nisam nista pisala.
Pre brzo mi prolaze dani,ne dogada se nis posebno osim ovog gore sto sam pisala. Ma dogada se da nesto za pohvaliti. U cetvrtak smo bili u rovinj igrati odbojku i deki i cure. Mi cure dosle smo 2. a decki 3. bravo decki!!! Mi smo ipak bolje hahahahahah!!! Rovinj je uzeo oba 1. mjesta,ma nema veze,ali mogle smo pobijediti rovinj i uzeti 1. mjesto. Ma super je i tako.
Ma decki su stvarno za pohvaliti predobro su igrali,ali mogli su vise navijati za nas,a ne mi cure se trgamo tamo za njih,ko budale se deremo.
Aaaaaaj....kako lijepo jos malo pa je moj imandan....valentinovo!!!!!!!!!!

Ajde pozdravljam vas jer necete uspjeti sve procitati. Nadam se da ce brzo novi post.

Za kraj pozdravljam svu ekipu s havajskog:
Malu punkericu,Seu(mamica),Paju(tata),Helenu,Anu,Andija,Saleta,Racana,Peru,malog Peru,Saleta(travar),Tajanu,Saru,Mancija,Ive…..
Sigurno sam nekog zaboravila.oprostite mi ako jesam i vas pozdravljam!
Falite mi svi!!!!

S ljubavlju vasa mala Vale! Haha!

petak, 27.01.2006.

napokon novi post!

Uuufffff….moj vrat!!!!! U kurac i tjelesni,ma ne radim ga vise,ma nema sanse! Ukocio mi se vrat ali malo,ali ipak je,sad sam stavil neku kremu i sad me to pece…eee pa u p.m. napokon sam donijela hlace za tjelesni,i mi bas danas radimo neke glupe zvjezde i kolutove(kao male bebice) pa nemam pojma kako ali vrat mi se malo ukocio. Jos sam vam nesto htjela rec….a booo…mozda se i sjetim….e da! Kao jedan dan mi dode razglednica sta mi je poslala "mamica" iz piancavalla,i meni stara pa sta ti nisi isla s agencijom(ved kas sa skolom nismo isli), ja ostala….mooooolim???? sta se nisi mogla prije javitit??? Neee,sad. Mislim jos uvijek nije kasno ali tako sam mogla ic s mamicom,sarom i jos nekima kojih znam. Pa joj kazem ma nema veze ajde ici cu druge godine 100%,pa ona meni,da ako ces imati dovoljno para da si platis….aha da da!
Za pocetak kao sto imam uvijek srece dobila sam kecinu iz bios,jer ona otvara onako kako joj dode i bas UVIJEK mene otvori,dobro ajde skoro uvijek,i dobim jednu jaaako lijepu ocijenu.
E da rekla mi je sotona da joj stavim jos nekih slika za nuu pa evo par….nadam se da ce ti se svidati….
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slike nisu bas nesto ali nisam imala vremen traziti...
Jooj ne znam sta da vam pisem……a nis da se ne nacitate previse ovaj ce mi post biti ovako kratak…..
Kisssam vas i volim sve vas!!!

A posebno mog Đokija!!!!!!! Voooolim teeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

subota, 21.01.2006.

Kaja brukaaaaaa

Ma nikad vise,barem se nadam da mi se to nece vise desiti! Prosle subote idemo u uljanik,zabavljamo se,plesemo,ljubakamo,veselimo….dok dode 22.30h jer tada moja mamica me mora cekati u autu odmah kod uljanika blizu da izadem (od kad sam dosla ono pijana doma sad je tako). Ja izlazim i vidim ravno ispred sebe staru u auticu,i na autu naslonjena 3 tipa,i jedan zove:valentina! Ja nista,i on opet mene zove,ja sva zivcana odgovaram ma ne mogu sad. I vidim moja stara otvara prozor,mislim:sta joj je sad,pa vidim te zeno! A nis udem ja auto i cujem kako se ovi tipci nesto smiju,i kad sam se ja lijepo sjela moja draga mamica koju ja «neopisivo ooobozavam» pocela se derat:marijaaaa,maaaarijaaaaa!!! Ja njoj:daj suti! Sta ti je! I nastavlja ona s tom svojom marijom! I da to ne bude dovoljno,kako su 100% pola njih koji su bili ispred uljanika culi,pocne preko mene mehati tim nekim starcima. Ja u sebi:boze moj! Sta je pukla! Ajmeeee,nikad s tobom u auto vise. Ona meni jos kad sam joj rekla da suti:sta je??? ma mrs! Kako me naziciralaaaaa…. I na kraju su to bile moje 2 tete. A wow,morala se ona derati da. Htjela sam se ubiti,i jos mi kaze idemo preko grada? Da jos mi to fali! Ma danas cu joj reci nek dode po mene barem kod meka, jer ako ne ja s njom u auto ne idem vise,pa da me i dalje bruka…..ma zaboravi!

E da! Prica se po skoli da nam direktor cita blogove,ma koji su oni ljudi ej,sta njih ima brigati za nas zivot,to su nase stavri,oni nemaju prava za to! Ali mislim da je to cista laz,jer je moja frendica bila kod direktora s roditeljima,i dixy(direktor) je reko da se mi u razredu dopisujemo s blogovima, a starci od te moje frendice su se poceli smijati o oni njemu:mozda SMs-ovima! A dixy;ma svejedno,isto je! baaaaa!! Prije se informiraj sta je blog!!!!!

Ae ljudici,sta da vam kaze,previse specijalaca postoji na ovom sijetu….hehehehehehe!

Kissssam vas i volim!!!

utorak, 17.01.2006.

ooo ljudovi...znam da je bilo i vrijeme!

jeeeee!!!!!!! Napokon se ispunila moja zelja!!! Ofarbala sam se u crno…..toooo….dolje mozete pogledati i sliku. Znam da nisam pisala pola mjeseca,nisam ni komentirala,ali zato cu se sada pokrenuti… ma htjela sam uzivati u praznicima,tako da sam bila samo vani,ili kod male punkerice,tako da sam stvarno uzivala,a nije fer! Pre kratko su trajali praznici,sad je opet pocela ova jebena skola,neda mi se buditi,maltretirati se oko ucenja….ali opet mi je bilo drago kad sam usla u razred i sjela u klupu….ne znam zasto ali ovaj put mi je bilo drugacije sve,iako nisam bila u skoli samo tri tjedna,ko da se sve promjenilo…ili sam ja to malo bolesna…. Ma ne mogu da vjerujem! Hrcak je jos ziv! To mora uci u povijest…heheh….malo je narasao i udebljao se cak,ali samo malo…ma neka,buckasti su sladi…ste ne? I tako….uuu idem gledati Rosanne sad….e sad cu nastaviti pisati samo cekajte tren….evo mene netrag,usput sam pogledala i bracne vode…:)
Jos sam s Đokijem,super nem je,sutra ce bit 2 mjeseca da smo zajedno…bas sam jaaaako hepi!
Daj ljudi me ne prepoznaju s crnom kosom,moji susjedi pozdravljaju malu punkericu umjesto mene,a ona ih ne sljivi ni 5%....koj zajeb,mozda ce jednog dana skuziti da sam to ja.
A sta da vam jos pisem….bas ste mi falili…jedva sam cekala da napisem post,a opet nisam mogla naci slobodnog vremena. Drugi post nadam se da ce doci brzo,cekam neku sliku s malom punkericom pa… a nista ljudici uzivajte mi….
To meni izgleda ili ja pisem dooosadne postove,ako da recite…onda cu dati sve od sebe za drugi post!

Moram se zahvaliti scamalf jer je stavila samo za mene(barem se ndam da je bila za mene jer sam je zamolila)sliku od avril kad je bila na njenom koncertu u Milanu. hvala jos jednom! evo za tebe jedna:
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e sta je bolje da stavim pjesmu let me go(3 doors down)ili da pustim ovu why od avril?
i sta da promjenim dizajn malo?
evo par mojih slika s CRNOM kosom


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Kada mislim,
mislim na tebe.
Kada disem,
disem zbog tebe.
Tuzna sam,
jer nisam kraj tebe.
Nebo te imalo, a sada
si samo moj.
Zbog tebe vrijeme je stalo kada sam te ja upoznala.
Gubim se svako malo
u tvojim, predivnim
zelenim ocima.
Kada me zarobe,
samo me tvoje,
njezne,meke usne
mogu da oslobode.

nedjelja, 01.01.2006.

SRETNA NOVA SVIMA!!!!

Za pocetak vam zelim poono srece,ljubavi,zdravlja,zajebanceje…i jos puno toga sto ce vam zatrebati da vam ova 2006. godina bude jos bola od prosle!!!
Ja sam slavila s razredom,bilo nam je super,samo sto sam trebala prije otic doma,razlog:moja glupa stara. Ali nema veze,ionako svima se nije nista dalo,pocelo je biti dosadno pa…ali glavno da mi je bilo super! Eee…pa ne mogu vjerovati!!! Sotona mi je cestitala novu,jer smo ja i mala punkerica oko ponoc isle dir u uljaniku,ali smo se brzo pokupile jer je bila starija ekipa i nije mi se dalo bas tamo ostati….e da di sam stala…aha..i dode ona kod nas i cestita mi,bila je jos neka frendica s njom i ona nam je cestitala,i na kraju su jos plesale s nama jednu pjesmu…ma bila je pijana 100% i nje znala sta radi…..a booo…mozda ce se prisijetiti necega ako ovo bude procitila….
SOTONA PROCITAJ PRIJASNJI POST AKO NISI…JOS SAM NESTO NAPISALA O TEBI….I ZELIM TI JOS JEDNOM SRETNU NOVU!!!
A sta da vam drugo napisem….nadam se da ste se i vi dobro zabavili…ma sigurno jeste!!!!

Malo sam pospana jer me glupi hrcak danas probudio….spavala sam 4 i po sata….poceo je nesto grepsti,pa mi je na kraju i pobjego iz kucice,ne znam kako….i poceo on hodati po sobi,ja jos pospana nis ne kuzim,prode pored mene,i ne skuzim ga,mislila sam da haluciniram i vidis opet on prolazi…e pa idi u p.m.! tako sam se nazivcirala,pa mi se na kraju frajer i popisao u ruci…a jooj…..uzas…

Ae ljudi idem pokusati malo zaspati,ako me opet ne probudi….hehe =)
i jos jednom...
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četvrtak, 29.12.2005.

Ne mogu ja to…

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E ne…ne mogu ja zatvoriti ovaj blog! Necu,ne zelim,briga me za sve… ma boli mene neka mi ga citaju i sve,previse mi je stalo do ovog bloga,moj prvi mali blogic… =) ma ja sam razmisljala o zatvaranju bloga vec mjesec dana pa mi je malo sotona dala to malo da imam hrabrosti zatvoriti ga….sad je sve proslo,a mene sad i briga ko ce mi srati,ali ako netko ima sta protiv mene neka mi to kaze u facu a ne tako,jer se ovako jos vise ispilam! Ja ne serem protiv nikog tako da mi nitko ne moze nesto srati u vezi toga da ja serem o toj osobi…ja nisam takva. A neda mi se sve ispocetka rasiti na novom blogu,nije to to vise. Vezala sam se uz taj blog jer nisam vjerovala da ce mi toliko potrajati,mislila sam da ce mi dosaditi za mjesec dana(neke mi stvari inace jako brzo dosade) i da cu ga zatvoriti…a ja ga imam vec tocno 6 mjeseci i 9 dana i meni to puno znaci…
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I sotono drago mi je sto me ne mrzis,i to sto si shvatila da se ne moze prosudivati osobe samo iz vanjskog izgleda,a to sto pricam da sam punkerica krivo si cula 100%....a i mislim da si fulala osobu ili blog ne znam,mislim da mene i moju frendicu full brkas jer je moj blog mala avril a ne mala punkerica…ne znam sta si fulala,ili si nas zamjenila ili boo…nemam pojma…
Hehe…a to sto se oblacimo isto i nije bas tako…pokusavamo bit razlicite ali nam ne uspijeva bas,imamo samo iste frizure (i to ne bas iste iste),za uljanik se ponekad i dobovorimo,ali vecinom je to slucajno,i kapute iamamo iste,ali njih ima i pola pule tako da…. A nam i zasmeta ponekad kad smo iste jer nas ljudi ne razlikovaju i misle da smo blizanke pa nas starci po cesti samo pitaju dali smo blizanke a nama je to dosadilo pa im samo odgovaramo da jesmo….uglavnom to sad nije vazno…a jesam se napricala..ok dosta….a nis htjela sam ti to napisati samo pa….nadam se da je sve rijeseno….uzivaj….i sretna ti nova! Provedi se sto bolje mozes….

Eee znate da ja i mala punkerica iamo zajednickog hrcka….hehe…sad je tu kod mene,pa ga malo maltretiram,ali inace ga mala punkerica maltretira a ja ga spasavam…znate sta je najgore kad mi se popisa ili pokaki u ruku….fuuujjjjj…ali to je sve za ljude-zivotinje…bas je sljatki mali,mekani medeni..uzeli smo kineskog hrcka jer su oni jaako mali,jer ih moramo sakriveno doma drzati da nam starci ne seru(nisu bas za)…a jesmo biserke i nas dvije…. Cudim se da jos nije dobio potres mozga..a mozda i je ne znam….hehe…..ma nemojte sad misliti da mi samo mucimo zivotinje….pa mi ih i maltretiramo..hehehehe….ma salim se…jako dobro ga cuvamo…mozda ce mala punkerica staviti na svom blogu neke slicice,ako vec nije…pa ce i meni mozda neke poslati pa cu vam ih staviti….e da! Zove se dino kao jedan nas frend kojeg zovemo hrcak,,hehe..nadam se da se necu ljutiti kad mu to kazemo….hihihi

Oops..malo je predugacak post…ma nema veze nacitat cete se onda hehe =)

A idem ja i zelim vam sretnu novu godinu iako cu vam jos pisati….lijepo mi se provedite i uzivajte sto bolje mozete!!!

Ljubavi vooolim te puno!!!!!! Jedva cekam da te vidim….saljem ti najvecu pusu na svijetu!!!
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nedjelja, 25.12.2005.

Ho ho ho!!! Merry xmas!!! ;)

Bozic je....bla bla bla…bas mi je super…ko i svake godine dosadno mi je za umrijeti. Mozda kasnije cu ici vani pa ce mi se dan malo razveseliti…

Sretan vam Bozic ljidovi!!!!!
uuuufff....ma ga smrdi....
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Ovaj ce mi post biti dosta kratak,jer cu zatvoriti blog i otvoriti novi,sejvat cu sve vase linkice, tako da cu svima onima koji su mi ostvljali komentare i ja dalje ostavljati. ;)

Zelim samo nesto reci sotoni… ne znam zbog cega imas nesto protiv mene,mozda zato sto sam sminkerica,sto slusam avril…boo ne znam,ali svatko ima pravo odabrati si stil itd. ne mozes reci da te zivciram,a niti me ne poznajes,ne mogu se ja svakome svidjeti,ali na prvi pogled ne mozes uvijek procijeniti osobu. To sto ja mrdam glavom na system,pa plesem na pop,a sta,svida mi se i jedna i druga vrsta mjuze. Ti imas tvoj dir,ja svoj i bok,nemas sta traziti od mene. Jer ako meni ne smeta sto si ti darkerica,ne znam zasto tebi smeta sto sam ja sminkerica,svatko je po necemu poseban i ima svoj stav,nitko ne moze bit isti,svi smo mi drugaciji ljudi. Nadam se da ces i ovo prcitati jer time ti ne serem nego ti pokusavam dokazati da te jedna osoba ne moze zivcirati bez da je upoznas….a mozda ti imas nekih vecih razloga da me mrzis….tvoja stvar….

Free Image Hosting at www.ImageShack.usJa i mala punkerica smo ponovile depilaciju s voskom...hehe...maaalo nas je boljelo,par cupanja,potezanja i gotovo....smrc...bilo je booolno....ali barem sada imamo glatke noge...heh....ma nije toliko strasno,ne boli puno!
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A nista….jos jednom vam zelim sretna xmas,i ako ne budem vise pisala(najvjerojatno hocu) sretna vam i nova godina!!!! I dobro se zebavite.....uzivaj te mi!!!!

S deckicem mi je i dalje super…..volim te!!!!
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Jedan poseban pozdrav Robyu,Andrei,Deniju,Senju...moji mali pijanci! volim vas i saljem jedan veeeliki bacin!!

nedjelja, 18.12.2005.

Da se malo osvetim...hehe

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Baaaa!!! Bitch jedna,kujo...ajde ajde sta mi seres,pickico jedna...tu se isfoliravas kao darkerica a ides u uljanik...baaaaa! kako te nije sram,ja se barem ne hvalim da sam naka punkerica,jer to nikad nisam rekla! I ne svida mi se stil oblacenja punkerski bas,mogla bi se ponekad oblaci ko punkerica ali to nije to. Znam dobro tko si ti,vjerojatno si ljubomorna sto sam ja ljepsa od tebe,ali jebiga netko se mora roditi s greskom (i fizickom i mentalnom!) daj ajde,pocela si se isfuravato na darkericu prije dva mjeseca,a po ljeti si u uljaniku plesala na dasci( i to bas jaaadno,NE ZNAS PLESATI!!!) i na one zesce pop pjesmice...a sad si kao neka faca...ma ajde pokopaj seeee!!! Aaah,mora da su ti puno platili,da pokazes narodu tvoju odvratnu facu! E da mogla si malo smrsaviti prije nego sto se popnes na dasku,jer ipak salo nije bas najbolje pokazivati ljudima! Ja za sebe nikad nisam rekla da sam punkerica,ne znam od kud ti to,nasla si samo razlog za svadu,a to sto nosim bijele minice,moj problem,ako tebi ne stoje jer imas ruzne i dlakave noge(sigurno vise od pi***)...to je tvoj problem. Ne znam kako onu tvoju frendicu nije sram ici po gradu s takvom rogobom... daj seljakuso,ona tvoja masna kosa...,fuuuj gadis mi see! ne znam sta da ti kazem...bas si jadna,arogantna,mislim da te malo ljudi podnose jer si uvijek sama...kako mi je zao...odvratna si glupaco!!!!!
p.s.: nadam se da ti se svidjelo,jer sam bas lijepo napisala!


Inace nisam takva ali kad me netko taaako nazivcira jednostavno mi pukne film i dode mi gust srati...hehe...nemojte misliti da sam zljocesta...hehe sad nek si ona to lijepo procita i nek uziva...e pa dosta mi je vise da mi netko sere. Zenska mi ide govoriti nesto o punku,a ja nikad spomenula da sam punkerice,volim avril i sta s tim? Svatko ima svoje guste,i svatko ima pravo na izbor vrste glazbe i stil oblacenja. Je tako??

Aaa jucer sam bila na rockasu moje frendice koju znam ves 14 god,ona je slavila svoj 16. rod...bile smo na pizzi,pa malo po gradu pa samo poslije isle odpatiti ostale i otisle zajedno doma. Bilo mi je super!
Dragog nisam vidjela od srijede pa cemo se valjda danas vidjeti... danas nam je 1 mjesec da smo zajedno....weeee...juppy...hehe...
Eee jos malo pa ce marry xmas!!!! Jeee...poklonici...vadi paree!!! Drugi tjedan cemo mala punkerica i ja najvjerojatnije kupovati poklone...aaah...morat cu i ja nesto potrositi za ove moje...ma neke skart poklone cu im staviti ispod bora i aj bok. Ma ne ne,potrudi cu se ja da im napravim lijepe poklone. ;)

Pisem vam brzo...nadam se... caos ljudici... kao i uvijek saljem vam puuno kisssicha...uzivaj te mi...

nedjelja, 11.12.2005.

bojim se...

Image Hosted by ImageShack.usBojim se rastanka...bojim se da ce moja sreca otici daleko od mene i da se dugo nece vracati...bojim se da ce ova veza kratko trajati...kao i one prijasne...da ce od toliko srece doci jos veca tuga...ne zelim to...ne zelim opet ostati sama...znam da se nebih trebala bojati...ili ipak da...nemate pojma koju ja zelju imam da mi ova veza potraje,ja bi bila tako sretna...ne znam niti zasto vam to sada pisem,niti zasto tugujem,ali znam samo da zelim da on osane pokraj mene jos dugo... ne zelim vam previse pricati o tome jes se moj blog previse raspriso...mislim sve koje poznajem znaju ga...ono...dodem i pozdavim ih a oni meni mrtvo hladno:ej citala sam ti blog! Wow! I tako svaki dan po jedana osoba! Stvarno...nema niti smisla da sad pisem o nekim stvarima...ne zelim napraviti novi jer ce ga i ovako i onako svi saznati za mjesec dana tako da mi se niti ne isplati...znam da je i mnogima od vas to problem,jer u nekim vasim postovima pise da biste nesto ispricali ali ne mozete jer ta osoba to cita...e pa tako i meni...

Image Hosted by ImageShack.usRazmisljala sam malo o pravom prijateljstvu...prave se prijatelje tesko nade. Pravi prijatelji su oni koji ce uvijek biti s tobom u teskim situacijama,koji ce ti uvijek biti rame za plakanje,s kojim ces djeliti lijepe trenutke u zivotu. Treba nam netko komu mozemo potpuno vjerovati,reci svaku nasu tajnu bez da nas iznavjere. Jer ima mnogo ljudi koji su dvolicni i koji se prave da su ti frendovi a poslije samo idu srati okolo o tebi. Super je ici s frendicama setati po gradu,zajebavati se,pricati,komentirati osobe koje prolaze,ali ne moze se Svakoj govoriti nesto sto bi netko mogao to preuveliciti i ici poslije srati. Zato postoje i najbolje frendice...ali su rijetke one kojima je stalo do nas.

Image Hosted by ImageShack.usPogledajte sta kaze moj datum rodenja o meni...svi oni koji su rodeni 2.8. samo izvolite...

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.
You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.
Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.
Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.

Your strength: Your universal compassion

Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings

Your power color: Mauve

Your power symbol: Butterfly

Your power month: February


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A za njega...
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Takva sam vam ja ljudozderovi moji..... kissam puno sve vas!!!

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I jos nesto samo za tebe...

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    I couldn't tell you
    Why she felt that way
    She felt it everyday
    I couldn't help her
    I just watched her make
    The same mistakes again

    What's wrong, what's wrong now
    Too many, too many problems
    Don't know where she belongs
    Where she belongs

    (Chorus)
    She wants to go home but nobody's home
    That's where she lies broken inside
    No place to go, no place to go
    To dry her eyes broken inside

    Open your eyes (open your eyes)
    And look outside
    Find the reason why (why)
    You've been rejected (you've been rejected)
    And now you can't find
    What you left behind

    Be strong, be strong now
    Too many too many problems
    Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs

    (Repeat Chorus)

    Her feeling she hides
    Her dream she can't find
    She's losing her mind
    She's fallen behind
    She can't find her place
    She's losing her faith
    She's fallen from grace
    She's all over the place (yeah!)

    (Repeat Chorus)

    She's lost inside, lost inside (oh, oh uhh)
    She's lost inside, lost inside (oh, oh uhh) oooh


sk8er boy

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    He was a boy,she was a girl
    Can I meke it anymour obvious?

    He was a punk,she did ballet
    What more can I say?

    He wanted her,she'd never tell
    Secretly she wanted him as well.

    But all of her friends stuck up there nose
    They had a problem with his baggy clothes.

    He was a skater boy,she said see ya later boy
    He wasn't good enought for her
    She had a pretty face,
    But her head was up in space
    She needed to back down to earth.

    Five years from now,she sits at home
    Feedin the baby
    She's all alone.

    She tourns on TV
    Guess who sees
    Skater boy rockin' on MTV.

    She calls up her friends,they already know
    And they've all got tickest to see his show.

    She tags alone and atand in the crowd
    Looks up at the man that she turned down.

    He was a skater boy,she said see ya later boy
    He wasn't good enought for her
    Now he's a super star
    Slamin' on his guitar
    Does your pretty face see what he's worth?

    Sorry girl but you missed out
    Well tuff luck that boy is mine now

    We are more than just good friends
    This is now the story ends

    Too bad that you couldn't see
    See that man that boy could be

    There is more that meets the eye
    I see the soul that is inside

    He's just a boy,and I'm just a girl
    Can I make it anymour obvious?

    We are in love,haven't you heard
    How we rock each others world

    I'm with a skater boy,I said see ya later boy
    I'll be back stage after the show
    I'll be at a studio
    Singing the song we wrote
    About the girl you used to know

    DON'T TELL ME
    You held my hand and walked me home I know
    While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
    You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
    Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love cause you're so hard to trust
    Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl , the one who gives it all away? yea

    [Chorus:]
    Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
    Did you think that It was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
    Don't try to tell me what to do,
    Dont try to tell me what to say,
    Your better off that way

    Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
    I got you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
    I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
    Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
    Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl the one who, throws it all away

    [Chorus]
    Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
    Did you think that It was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
    Don't try to tell me what to do,
    Dont try to tell me what to say,
    Your better off that way

    This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I done no wrong.
    Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

    [Chorus]
    Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
    Did you think that It was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
    Don't try to tell me what to do,
    Dont try to tell me what to say,
    Your better off that way

    Better off that way
    I'm better off alone anyway


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    Slipknot-Wait and bleed

    I've felt the hate rise up in me
    Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
    I wander out where you can't see
    Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.
    Goodbye!
    I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
    Everything is 3D blasphemy
    My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
    This is not the way I picture me
    I can't control my shakes, how the hell did I get here?
    Something about this, so very wrong...
    I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
    Is it a dream or a memory?
    I've felt the hate rise up in me
    Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
    I wander out where you can't see
    Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
    Get outta my head cause I don't need this
    Why didn't I see this?
    I'm a victim Manchurian candidate
    I-have-sinned-by just
    Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away!
    I've felt the hate rise up in me
    Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
    I wander out where you can't see
    Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
    Goodbye!
    You haven't learned a thing
    I haven't changed a thing
    The flesh was in my bones
    The pain was always free
    I've felt the hate rise up in me
    Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
    I wander out where you can't see
    Inside my shell I wait and bleed
    And it waits for you!

    S.O.A.D.-B.Y.O.B.
    -Bring Your Own Bomb-

    WHY DO THEY ALWAYS SEND THE POOR?!

    Barbarisms by Barbaras
    With pointed heels
    Victorious victories kneel
    For brand new spankin' deals
    Marching forward hypocrite and
    Hypnotic computers
    you depend on our protection
    Yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth

    lalalalalalala lala

    Everybody's going to the party have a real good time
    Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine

    Kneeling roses disappearing into
    Moses' dry mouth
    Breaking into Fort Knox stealing
    Our intentions
    Hangers sitting dripped in oil
    Crying freedom
    Handed to absolution
    Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth

    Everybody's going to the party have a real good time
    Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine
    {x2}

    Blast off
    It's party time
    And we don't live in a fascist nation
    Blast off
    It's part time
    And where the fuck are you?

    Where the fuck are you?
    Where the fuck are you?
    Why don't presidents fight the war?
    Why do they always send the poor?
    Why don't presidents fight the war?
    Why do they always send the poor? x4

    Kneeling roses disappearing into
    Moses' dry mouth
    Breaking into Fort Knox stealing
    Our Intentions
    Hangers sitting dripped in oil
    Crying freedom
    Handed to absolution
    Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth

    Everybody's going to the party
    have a real good time
    Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine
    Everybody's going to the party
    have a real good time
    Dancing in the desert blowing up the sun
    Where the fuck are you?
    Where the fuck are you?
    Why don't presidents fight the war?
    Why do they always send the poor?
    Why don't presidents fight the war?

    Why do they always send the poor? x6
    They always send the poor x2


TOXICITY

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    Looking at life through the eyes of a tired hub
    Eating seeds as a pastime activity
    The toxicity of our city, of our city
    Now, what do you own the world?
    How do you own disorder, disorder
    Now somewhere between the sacred silence
    Sacred silence and sleep
    Somewhere, between the sacred silence and sleep
    Disorder, disorder, disorder
    More wood for the fires, loud neighbours
    Flishlight riveries caught in the headlights of a truck
    Now, what do you own the world?
    How do you own disorder, disorder
    Now somewhere between the sacred silence
    Sacred silence and sleep
    Somewhere between the sacred silence and sleep
    Disorder, disorder, disorder
    Now, what do you own the world?
    How do you own disorder, disorder
    Now somewhere between the sacred silence
    Sacred silence and sleep
    Somewhere, between the sacred silence and sleep
    Disorder, disorder, disorder
    When I became the sun
    I shone life into the man’s hearts
    When I became the sun
    I shone life into the man’s hearts

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    Wake up,
    Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
    Grab a brush and put a little,
    Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
    Hide the scars to fade away the,
    Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
    Here you go create another fable

    You wanted to,
    Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
    You wanted to,
    Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
    You wanted to,
    Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
    You wanted to,

    I don't think you trust,
    In, my, self righteous suicide,
    I, cry, when angels deserve to die, Die,

    Wake up,
    Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
    Grab a brush and put a little,
    Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
    Hide the scars to fade away the,
    Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
    Here you go create another fable

    You wanted to,
    Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
    You wanted to,
    Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
    You wanted to,
    Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
    You wanted to,

    I don't think you trust,
    In, my, self righteous suicide,
    I, cry, when angels deserve to die
    In my, self righteous suicide,
    I, cry, when angels deserve to die

    Father, Father, Father, Father,
    Father/ Into your hands/I/commend my spirit,
    Father, into your hands,

    Why have you forsaken me,
    In your eyes forsaken me,
    In your thoughts forsaken me,
    In your heart forsaken, me oh,

    Trust in my self righteous suicide,
    I, cry, when angels deserve to die,
    In my self righteous suicide,
    I, cry, when angels deserve to die.

    "Behind These Hazel Eyes"

    Seems like just yesterday
    You were a part of me
    I used to stand so tall
    I used to be so strong
    Your arms around me tight
    Everything, it felt so right
    Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
    Now I can't breathe
    No, I can't sleep
    I'm barely hanging on

    Here I am, once again
    I'm torn into pieces
    Can't deny it, can't pretend
    Just thought you were the one
    Broken up, deep inside
    But you won't get to see the tears I cry
    Behind these hazel eyes

    I told you everything
    Opened up and let you in
    You made me feel alright
    For once in my life
    Now all that's left of me
    Is what I pretend to be
    So together, but so broken up inside
    'Cause I can't breathe
    No, I can't sleep
    I'm barely hangin' on

    Here I am, once again
    I'm torn into pieces
    Can't deny it, can't pretend
    Just thought you were the one
    Broken up, deep inside
    But you won't get to see the tears I cry
    Behind these hazel eyes

    Swallow me then spit me out
    For hating you, I blame myself
    Seeing you it kills me now
    No, I don't cry on the outside
    Anymore...

    Here I am, once again
    I'm torn into pieces
    Can't deny it, can't pretend
    Just thought you were the one
    Broken up, deep inside
    But you won't get to see the tears I cry
    Behind these hazel eyes

    Here I am, once again
    I'm torn into pieces
    Can't deny it, can't pretend
    Just thought you were the one
    Broken up, deep inside
    But you won't get to see the tears I cry
    Behind these hazel eyes

    Why-Avril Lavigne



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    Avril-Why

    Why, do you always do this to me?
    Why, couldn't you just see through me?
    How come, you act like this
    Like you just don't care at all

    Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
    I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
    I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

    It's not supposed to feel this way
    I need you, I need you
    More and more each day
    It's not supposed to hurt this way
    I need you, I need you, I need you
    Tell me, are you and me still together?
    Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
    Tell me, why

    Hey, listen to what we're not saying
    Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
    Try, to look at me and really see my heart

    Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
    I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
    I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

    It's not supposed to feel this way
    I need you, I need you
    More and more each day
    It's not supposed to hurt this way
    I need you, I need you, I need you
    Tell me, are you and me still together?
    Tell me, you think we could last forever?
    Tell me, why

    So go and think about whatever you need to think about
    Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
    And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
    I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
    I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

    It's not supposed to hurt this way
    I need you, I need you
    More and more each day
    It's not supposed to hurt this way
    I need you, I need you, I need you
    Tell me

    It's not supposed to hurt this way
    I need you, I need you
    More and more each day
    It's not supposed to hurt this way
    I need you, I need you, I need you
    Tell me, are you and me still together?
    Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
    Tell me, why